Things will never be the way they use too. I guess I just need to step back in reality
Working two jobs sucks way worse than what it seems. Especially when one of them is at a grocery store.
But just throughout the day I’ve just noticed that it feels like everything and everyone around me is all changing so quickly, and I’m not.
Not all of its bad, my dad was nice and have me a gas card. My brothers getting married soon and his band is doing really well. I’m almost done with the school year. New music playlist. Whoop
But a lot of It isn’t that great. My dad’s been very sick for the last year and just found out he’s going to need to get heart surgery within the next week. I work every day of the week till 11 two freaking jobs what the actual heck why the heck did I even think this was a good idea. We have officially sold our baby grand piano (RIPmissubae) and everything else of worth, and now we are going to have to sell our house. And more that I don’t feel like typing
I knew all of this stuff would happen. I just wasn’t really ready for any of it.